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How are people so happy, so proud to be gay?

I don't get it.

How am supposed to be proud of something that makes me a monster in the eyes of others?

How am I supposed to be proud of something that's caused me this much distress?

My family doesn't know, but most of the school does. Coming out at all was a mistake.

The girls I don't like fear me. They want no contact with me whatsoever. Everything I do is insinuating I'd rape them given the chance, even though I'm against doing anything without consent because it's happened to me.

The girls I do like make me feel worse. I get scared that every hug, every glance I give her, makes her uncomfortable. I'm scared that anytime I do anything, she thinks I'm trying to fuck her. So I end up completely cutting contact.

The guys are just as bad. They try forcing their girlfriends on me for their own pleasure, even when she's completely uncomfortable. It's sickening.

I can see why some people tried treating it like a disease, because that's what it feels like. If anyone were to find a cure, a way to make it go away, just someway to make me normal, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

The worst part is that fact I have no control over this. I've dated many guys, trying to keep my mind off of girls. Sometimes I even felt like things would work out, like I was attracted to him and everything was perfect. But my feelings always stray back towards women.

I'm scared and confused. Why can't I stop? Why can't I forget about girls? Why can't I have control over who I want to like?

I wish I was happy. Being attracted to women makes me so uncomfortable in my own skin that I just want to stop being me.

I just want to stop.

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Hai everyone! :iconinuspazplz:

I'm Kim! :D

But you can call me, anytime wink :P by elicoronel16 Ugh that was super awkward sorry guys ^^;

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I'm in the school band Marching Band: Indescribable by lycanthropeful and I play a pretty bad ass xylophone :iconfuckyeahseakingplz:.

I'm also in FBLA (Future Business Leaders of America) and I'm doing the web design portion.

I'm a pretty good digital and old fashioned paper and pencil artist. I'm extremely good at writing and I write songs, stories, poems, fanfictions... Anything! I love to sing and dance and I'm quite good at it :meow:

I'm not a huge die hard gamer (and NEWSFLASH: most girls that say HUR IMA GAMUR, aren't), but I love videogames like Pokemon :iconsweetpikachuplz:, Portal :iconspaaaceplz:, and any MMORPG I can get my hands on! I'll try anything once :iconinupantiesplz:

I'm no good at sports... At all... :iconkirbyfailsignplz:I'm flexible, but not strong... I'm really good at rock climbing though! I'm more of the intellectual type :D

I'm taking acting classes because it's one of the many things I wanna be and I also like modeling :icon34nipahplz:

My favorite types of pictures are ones that involve Puerto Rico in some way ^_^

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Lolliihime Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i like your adventure time suspenders 
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Sammichan35 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
so...i just got distracted by all your stamps for like...five minutes..if not longer xD
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Paltiel Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014
Thankee for the point.

Enjoy the llama!  ^_^
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Cats-In-Middle-Earth Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi
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Frogman77701 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Hi cool person! You favorited one of my things, yay! I'm sure you knew that but still.
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jared-leto Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thx for fave :iconinuspazplz:
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LittleElfRunning Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks for the faves!
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RedSilence33 Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Student General Artist
thanks for the fav^^ :iconlalalaplz:
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vanmall Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: :happybounce:
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